Wednesday, September 3, 2014

I have officially earned my ears!

There is a feeling in my soul; an illumination of free light and peace, that fills my heart with pure joy. It is that of a God-given passion, desire, and life purpose which requests fulfillment for each beautiful day that I'm given on this Earth. You know it is not your own human desire because all you wish is for God to be the center of your actions. For advancing the works of this passion of yours, you seek the guidance from the true one, the Lord. It is that big and powerful that you simply cannot ignore the source of its good nature. God's love is irreplaceable; an incomprehensible gift to us from Him; so strong that His love cannot be hidden nor can the desires He places in each of our hearts.

To place an extra smile on someone's face; whether they are having a good day or an outright terrible day is that of such strong drive and desire in my life, that ignoring it would not only be foolish but downright unacceptable. A simple act of kindness could be someone's last memory and I know better than to assume the next day is a given, because each moment is a Heaven-sent gift. So the fact that I am in Walt Disney World making that dream a reality every day I go to work, makes this my happily ever after story....

I've been here a little under a month and although not every day is perfectly flawless, there is indeed some good in part of those tougher days. Whether it be as simple as the bus driving by the sign at Vista Way (another apartment complex) that has a picture of the fab 6 (Mickey, Minnie, Goofy, Donald, Daisy, and Pluto) reading "Have a magical day." Or, a day at work where you get to be a part of creating a magical moment for someone; having a child who is so excited to share with you what they just bought; or sharing a laugh with a guest; the journey is nothing short of spectacular. 




Tuesday, May 6, 2014

With you God, I'm ready for anything

It's here, it's finally here....that moment every one who has ever been to college talks about. That one moment that seems untouchable and impossible to experience. You've spent countless months  wondering if you've done something wrong; perhaps if you had taken opportunity A you would have opportunity B, the opportunity of a lifetime in your hand. But like everything else, good things take time. Lots and lots of time. Lets not forget about the patience, those days where you're so tired you feel nauseated, or the frustration of failure. In fact, I bet that those are the days you think about when you reflect on the journey. My mom always says "It's not the destination that matters, it's the journey that takes you to the destination that does."

Granted, I have my times where I become a whiney college student about the typical problems. Not finding my prince charming, being disappointed in a friend, a strict professor...you know the temporary problems of life. Things that won't last forever. Think where we would be if we spent that time thinking about the things that will last forever...God's love for us, our trust in Him, His forgiveness, the love of our family/friends, and joy.

Just because we aren't happy every moment of every day does not mean we will lose the ability to be happy forever. As long as our joy comes from the right source, the Lord, then we will always have it burning bright in our hearts and souls! I certainly have things I'd like to change...like family members to stay on this Earth longer and not be sick, the amount of children I see being neglected and abused, and being able to see every depressed person smile again. But that's just not how life works.

Life is a constant balancing act. You can't be too nice but you can't be too mean either. You're going to have your sad days but there needs to be joy and love in there as well. In addition, you can't be too focused on the future but you also can't put so much intensity on the moment that you miss out on an opportunity coming in the future. If you try to do everything 'in the moment' you'll drive yourself insane.
~Are you overwhelmed yet? I'm sure grateful we have our entire lives to strive to figure this out!

So why this random spurt of inspiration do you ask?

We need to remember that the Lord doesn't forget what we want more than anything. Maybe we've hit that point where we are in a routine and are waiting for that exciting, 'life can go on now' moment. But we can't have that moment if God is not at the center of our quest. If we are depending on some big opportunity to remind us why we are here and doing what we are doing then we have it all wrong. That big opportunity that eventually comes is a gift. It is something that we are able to receive because we are following the Lord and this is what His will is for us. So with that said, I wanted to share this song. Although I think this is more of a love song, I think it can be "we" as in God and you. Remember~ the most important and valuable thing you can do is pray!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYqJVEfrUdw




Thursday, February 27, 2014

Short and Sweet Praise

Good evening Blogger readers, wherever you are in the world! I hope everyone is having a glorious week so far and continues to enjoy what's left. I wanted to write this now because I will be doing a lot of traveling throughout next week and know that I won't have time to write anything. So here are a few quick points/updates:

~This has been a tough week…though I must say, it's easier to enjoy these little troubles because they are not life or death situations.

~My health hasn't been up to par for the past few weeks and I will probably be going in for some scans when I return to school. I like to think of it as ruling out the worst case scenario to get to the root of the problem, which will be less serious. (I'm really leaning towards the idea that my Asthma probably isn't as controlled as it should be.)

~Just wanted to say a quick hello and praise God for another week. My brothers (all of them) are doing very well; happy and healthy like we like to hear!

**Also, if you need a little love and encouragement for music, I suggest you look up "No Other Name" by Big Daddy Weave. It's not on Youtube (at least that I've found) but you can hear it on Pandora, Spotify or iTunes.

So with that, have a blessed rest of the day and a fantastic weekend!

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

My Prayer For All

Today is just one of "those" days…so Hallelujah to our God!

No matter what happens on any given day, know that Jesus is right by your side and you will get through whatever trial has been placed in front of you. It could be something really simple like getting lost in a really bad section of the inner city, like I did today, or something more complex like a family/friend's health and maybe even our own health.

The point I'm trying to make is that I think we all need to remember who we are living for. I know I don't always show God's love and shame on me (much more evidently). But if we can wake up and give praise and glory to God, the one whose love is incomprehensible to us, then what a blessed day it will be! Truth be told, sometimes the littlest of trials are set up to prepare us for the much bigger ones to come.

Just think about it….hallelujah is such a beautiful word…


Sunday, February 9, 2014

Correction on the Medical Study

Sunday….my favorite day of the week! There are two quick things I want to share:

To start out, I made a mistake when explaining the procedure Jacob is having this month. It is NOT a bronch study, it is a modified barium swallow study. I was totally off haha. I heard "bronch" on the phone…I'm not sure how. Anyways, that's what it is. Food is coated with barium and is swallowed. Then a special team or radiologists observe the x ray or fluoroscopy (whichever is used) while Jacob is swallowing. Hopefully this will offer his doctors insight as to why he has an asthma attack every time he swallows. This study will be performed Wednesday….we are all hoping and praying for the best.

So on to more exciting news….JACOB'S 5TH BIRTHDAY IS THIS SATURDAY!!!!!
It's crazy to think that we are approaching February 15th so soon! There were multiple days over the summer and even this past fall where we weren't sure he was going to see his next birthday. There are truly no words to describe how thankful I am for the gift of my brother's life. He brings this family nothing but love and joy~ as do all of my brothers.


Thursday, February 6, 2014

"Expect the Unexpected" as they say...

I think this counts as my first car accident. That is, if you can really call it that.

Early Monday morning, I was coming off of the highway onto an unfamiliar road and it happened to be raining really hard. I was turning and I had to stomp on my breaks for something happening ahead, and all of a sudden my car lost its grip on the road and spun out of control. They say you're supposed to turn with it so I thought I did but I wound up spinning in the other direction.

It's unexpected events like this that make me stop and look at everything around me. Last Sunday I was sitting in church listening to the pastor read Ephesians, came home and made cookies, watched movies and was thinking about how joyous the day was. Needless to say, I didn't see this coming. I imagine nobody ever does.

When I looked to my left and saw 4 lanes of oncoming traffic and looked to my right and saw cars speeding off the highway towards my out of control car, a question crossed my mind that on any other day would be so far fetched: "Am I going to die?" I really thought I was. I couldn't find a way to avoid the oncoming cars but I still did (I'm sure I had an angel's help) and my car and I came out untouched….even though I landed in a ditch.

Though that ditch that God directed my car into evidently saved my life. So I'm just really happy to be here! It makes those feelings of annoyance and anger, that can surface throughout the week from petty things, as significant as a grain of rice.


Sunday, January 26, 2014

Attention All Blog Readers!

I think it is about time that I start acknowledging the readers of this blog. As a personal note from me to you, I want this blog's purpose to serve as a place for giving glory and thanks to God. No matter what happens in a given week, with trust in God, you and I will always be okay.

 If you're reading this blog, and you feel bad for my family then I am not doing this correctly. I don't want you to feel sadness, I want you to feel joy for the life you have and know that I praise the Lord for the life I have. Preserving Life started out as something I shared with my Facebook friends and family. But it has grown much bigger. For me, being only a college student who has no idea where she's going in life…to have 13 countries regularly view this blog is amazing to me. This is not a blog to share my struggles and highlight my strengths. Nor is it a place to put forth my faults. It is to inspire you to have hope and faith in Jesus Christ. For life is a glorious journey when you walk with the Lord…

Ephesians 2:8~ http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians+2%3A8&version=NIV

With that, I hope everyone has a richly blessed and joyous week!